> this is it

when i first start seeing someone, life is good. everything is new and exciting and i can't get enough her....when the phone rings, i pray it is her asking me out for another date. after a few month, the questions start pouring in from my close friends. 'so what's next? ' 'are you guys together-together or are ya'll just together?' one thought lurks in my mind from dates thereon: ' are we a couple?' but how to define myself as a couple? we are not young anymore so the whole 'do you like me?' check yes or no,' -  note will not work anymore.......and as time goes by, the relationship become more complicated ................and 'becoming official' is one of them...

things have been going great for a past few weeks and i feel there may be some kind of romantic connection, may be this is the right time for me express those feelings to her. but this is the tricky part...... i may not be feeling

her with the same intensity or may really like her but afraid to get serious.......i have to figure this out by the rate of which the relationship is going. i need to make a decision on where the relationship is going......fast.

> yawn x six

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> this is me on Feb.14th.

> curtain call

i think i know the way this drama gonna end, its getting melancholy and crawling fast to the part i hate.... the part i'm living out the script of my life, the final part of the show. the end.
the stage is set and it's time for me to leave...just let the curtain fall as there wont be a curtain call for me.....................hahahaha mmg drama aku ni.

> truthfully? you make my heart race..

after a confession with someone...i came up with this impromptu definition of ' speechless '

it could means deep thinking............or absence of words...

or giving weight to silence.

perhaps it means saying something while keeping your opinion veiled.

maybe  its a way to smile softly!!!!!

but, i like to believe it means .... no thank you, i'm just not into you!

  

> hi you...

i want to tell you something...i really want to tell you how I feel....even though we haven't been friends that long & i might not know you all that well...but these feelings are really strong! i tried to deny how i felt in order to protect 'a friend'...but now i cant contain myself! i need you to know that you're driving me round the bend!...the feelings so intense, being so close to you, makes me want to be with you more and more.
is it love? or maybe it's just another infatuation?
tell me now, do you feel the same? if you do, tell me soon...as i can't wait.

> through my window

i lv this song!!!

Don’t want much, I just want everything
Thought that I could, do almost anything
One step in front of the other
Thought that I could do it alone

In the blink of an eye, it's just another day
Telling me why, I'll find another way
Got this feeling, got me reeling
I can almost start believing

Now there's me and you
And we are not alone
You and me
We are together now
Through my window, I can see there's
More than you and more than me
Me and you
And we are not alone
Different view
We are together now
Through my window, I can see
Our wildest dreams could be so real

I see a spark, it starts a fire
Is this the one worth waiting for?
Thought that I could do it without you
Can’t exist like this anymore

Now there's me and you
And we are not alone
You and me
We are together now
Through my window, I can see there's
More than you and more than me

Now there’s me and you, you and me
We are not alone and we are together
Through my window I can see
Our wildest dreams could be so real