Tuesday, June 17, 2008

> maybe i'm just going through a phase

do you ever feel that you’ve misjudged a relationship with someone?
lately i’ve been feeling that. i’ve tried to put it aside, but i just can’t. i’ve tried to ignore it, but it hurts just the same.

it could be that i just misread something somewhere.
maybe i’m just going through a phase.
but honestly, i feel distanced, apart, separate. and i don’t know how to get back.
confronting the problem seems like the best solution, but i don’t dare. i don’t feel like i have the right.........

there are moments where this feels worse than any broken heart..

10 comments:

  1. sayang,
    phase sindrom umur meningkat kot..i do feel that sometime with my frenssss, but i know'em too well too think i've been left out or something like that. sometime it's just the circumstances that happen around us that change our polar of behaviour. tetiba rasa we're in an unfamiliar situation, paranoia kick in and being single sometime buat terasa sensitif sikit bila things turn sour in our daily life. waktu kecik2 dulu tak sabaq nak jadi grown up..sapa la kata senang jadi org tua ni kan? we're just as naive as we used to be. sebab tu kan org kata kita belajaq sampai mati..there'll always be something new to learn.....apa2 pun i still love you tau..mwah!! dah, jgn sedey, sedey...rumah hang chantik

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  2. nape ni? cepat lah balik...

    kebun is rite, yg tak single pun boleh sensitive... and anyway its hard to be anythg!!!! single, double, tua, muda....

    to be cantik pun susah jugak.... falsies berkotak kotak, eyeliner dah habis suspen.. powder tak pakai, refuse to look at anyone...

    see??? u see wat i mean????

    whatever u feel rite now is a phase... i won ignore u... cepat balik!!!

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  3. CHILL! brader..
    believe something nice is gonna happen to you and yre one step ahead after u go thru this phase..

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  4. komar, I think nasi lemak bungkus at the kelab sultan sulaiman is the perfect cure for such phases.

    chin up, bebehhhh....

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  5. Bro, we all go thru that phase. There are things from my previous relationship that has left that bitter taste on my tongue, and although I feel it is unfair for me to feel that way when I have someone now who means more to me than life itself, I am only human to have such feelings.

    This June 23rd will be the first anniversary of the last time I met with my family members: parents, siblings, cousins, close family friends...all due to my divorce that happened ON my birthday last year.

    Things are bad, yes, but things are beautiful too...and I am happy now with that certain someone...but to feel down once in a while, is only our human self.

    You have us, your friends, to be with. And like you, we need you around to cheer us up too.

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  6. Komar, if you need to hibernate, we understand. But if you need a friend, and if Aiz is flying , you still have us.

    Compare this:
    1- single and available and not missing anybody in particular to
    2-not single, not available and missing somebody like crazy but can't do anything about it currently

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  7. kebun, 'umur meningkat' is not in my vocab, hahaha
    always thought that i'm getting younger every year.
    lu2
    LOL

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  8. aiz,
    u r still my jessica alba even without those falsies tau.

    m back
    lets 'gone' somewhere hihihi

    neome,
    something nice is happening, but dont know what is it

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  9. lovebird1,
    ala i terlepas frozen pork & king solomon party la...whats next!

    lovebird2,
    yea, i guess so,
    thank you for sharing bro...

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  10. spena,no 2 sounds taxing, hope good thing will happen soon.....;)

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