Tuesday, April 20, 2010

> hundred things

i am not a morning person.
my eyes are brown-warm gray.
i am right-handed.
i like tempe.
h2o, always h2o, not coffee.
black is my favorite color.
i cannot decide if i’m an optimist or a pessimist; i see both sides.
i am a liberal, and i’m ok with that.
i usually resist being what someone else thinks i should be.
i crave small routines, but generally hate doing things by rote.
i am fairly flexible...practically not physically
i love to eat.
i love myself, but sometimes i don’t like myself.
i’ve almost made peace with my body. almost.
i am very intuitive...very.
i believe in God and in faith
i dislike people in general, but love them individually.
i am like my father in many ways, but I am not him.
i am fiercely independent.
i’m much nicer that you would think i am by looking at me.
i am very honest, but know when to keep things to myself.
i hate talking on the phone, but i love talking in person.
i’m not easily impressed.
when i was younger i probably looked exactly like someone you know. now i just look like me.
i think the government should stay out of the bedroom and spend more time in the boardroom.
i like hanging out with my extended family; they are amazing.
i was raised by a single mother.
i was about 8-9 when my father passed away.
i have performed on the school talent-time, and i was good at it.
i like to surprise people.
i’m not nearly done yet.
i daydream. a lot.
someday i hope to open a restaurant...sell all sort of tempe.
someday i hope to write a novel...the story of my life.
i don’t worry about much.
i don’t scare easily - horror movie not-count
i don’t care what you think about me.
i care very much about what i think about me.
i am not a father, yet
i plan to get married at 42.
i don't eat rice, but i will someday.
i have one small flat, and plenty of furniture.
sometimes I want to run away from home.
i probably never will. at least not for long.
i am a hopeless romantic.
i’ve danced in the toilet or two in my time.
i miss playing rugby.
i’ve nearly stopped drinking soda water.
i have a bag fetish.
and a colonial antique fetish.
i am easily bored.
i eat gum on a regular basis.
i am shy.
i may not speak much when you first meet me; i’m getting a feel for you.
i sleep on my side facing in toward the bed when i am alone, but facing out if not.
i take most things in my stride.
i am the least judgemental person i know.
i’m more interested in ideas than what other people are doing in their lives.
i will never stop learning.
despite how it may appear, i am a generally happy person.
i have an incredible amount of patience for some things, and absolutely none for others.
i want to be better.
i accept my imperfection and, in some cases, embrace it.
i often wonder if i am difficult to love.
i know that i am easy to like...sometimes
i am vain, but i hide it in real life.
i am an excellent listener.
i know how to keep a secret.
i don’t get complimented a lot in real life.
so i get flustered when someone compliments me.
i like to flirt, but am afraid to because it causes too much trouble
i am very strong.
but I am very vulnerable too if you know where to hit.
i am blossoming, physically, spiritually and sexually.
sometimes i can be a real pain in the ass.
i’m half malay and half etc-etc.
i can roll my tongue many ways
i have a big nose.
my left ear is weird.
i have the famous trademark gap-teeth of madonna
but i am not proud of it.
i like egg, but hate anything egg-flavored.
i think vanilla is underrated.
i don’t know where i’m going but i’m on my way.
if i could purr when you scratch my back, i would.
i am my own best friend.
i am my own worse enemy.
i spend two or more hours on saturday morning pampering myself.
i can only eat fish at a restaurant. if i smell it cooking, i’m done.
even then it has to be meaty fish.
note to lurkers: i love getting comments.
i’m still not one of the popular kids.
i wonder why since i know many of the popular kids.
i am a jack of all trades, a master of none.
i can do anything as long as there are written directions. even brain surgery. i think....trust me!
i'll get migraine when stress.
i hardly stress.
i will not wear fluorescent color.
i will, however, wear prominent color, sometimes.
i could probably go on with this forever, but i’m done!

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Sunday, April 4, 2010

> been there, done that, what's next?

finally...i'm in a relationship - now what do i do - what do i do? the next logical step to take is to meet her parents! gosh...my heart is beating so fast..i know in days to come i'll have to meet them....